Fuck it all, what do I have to lose, who really gives a damn about me. I’m such a fucking loser and that is not going to change. In fact, maybe I am insane. Fuck it all. Nobody gives a fuck, I can say whatever I want. Nobody will ever like a dumb useless trash like me. I can’t wipe my ass. My life is a total waste of oxygen. Fuck it, who cares, I will say whatever. Why do people have anal sex knowing full well toilet paper is not a good enough cleanser.
Fuck it, my mom is ashamed of me, I could say proper things but I would bore myself to death. I am the new shit. You keep yourself proper and observe me roller skate in my own vomit. I could stand in the same position all day, yet euthanization is illegal!! I am wasting oxygen, I don’t know how else to exist, I don’t talk to myself, but perhaps what I do on xanga is even crazier. I’m sorry mom, I’m sorry dad, but this sweet insanity to the whole world is better than staring at a ceiling. Mom, I hope charlie becomes a good man.